Like a new born child, weak, helpless, defensless but with a distorted image....body bruised and scarred beyond recognition.
The hurt caused by somebody you love and should trust...devastating.
The realisation that your upbringing has been based on lies...
The perception of family members has been a lie...he actually isn't that bad, he was looking out 4 me but maybe didn't do it in the right manner...
The information been given by someone unexpected, that has never been spoken of...soul destroying...
The fact that the wrong person has been blamed all this time...hurts
The deciet, lies, anger and revenge that have controlled your life...that you have suffered under...that you have had to make sacrifices for 2 try survive....all a waste cos you didn't actually have to if she had just taken responsibility...
The burden you carry for the sake of others...is to heavy and has crushed you
We live in a fallen world...and I don't want to be a part of it anymore
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