Uncertaintiy...

Well good day to all of you out there...it's been a while and I apologise for that!

Well its the end of another year...WOW! Can't believe that another year has flown by...with the good times and the bad. This hasn't been the easiest year for me but i'm still here, only by God's grace!

Next year looks...well a bit gloomy since they can't gaurentee my job for next year...which totally sucks as I have bills 2 pay etc...you know how it goes! Gosh, but i am trying to put it God's hands as I know he provides and all will turn out the way it's meant to...its just rather difficult to plan or do anything without knowing what awaits, but I guess thats why God wants us to trust in him?

Neways, im off to PE to visit family and my special punk who I haven't seen for almost 3 weeks! Im so excited as I haven't had leave this whole year!!

So to all of you...Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! May 2009 be a brilliant year for everybody!

God bless xxx

Exam Results...

After much tension and sleepless nights in anticipation for results, the provisional ones have been released...

I did seven subjects this semester and pasted 6 of them and have a supp for 1. Im proud of myself for being able to pass so many while working a full day job.

Thanks be to God for carrying me through the stress and studying.

To those of you who study and wrote exams, I hope they were successful and God bless in the time out of a long holiday, have fun,dont be stupid and praise God in all that you do!

Friends With God...

this year our theme for Summer Camp was Friends with God. What an awesome concept...that God has chosen us,sinners to be his friends. He yearns for a friendship, a relationship with us. How amazing is that?

God as our friend is different to our friends on earth. Friends may come and go, may hurt or dissapoint you...BUT God will never leave your side.

As a leader on camp and part of the worship team,it was incredible to see people humble themselves and give there hearts for God to take control, to captivate them and to reveal his unconditional love.

God chose me...and you,so spend some time with Him everyday,thanking him for what he has done for you now and what he is still going to do in your life.

Saying Goodbye...

I hate goodbye's...they are always so sad. I'll be saying goodbye to a very special friend this week as she goes back home for the holidays. I'm going to miss her cheerful laugh and her funny sense of humor.

I will be going to visit her for my holiday,so it wont be 2 bad. I will stil miss her fo rthe 4 weeks that I dont see her.

She is such a special friend to me...has always been there 4 me and we have had sosme great convo's and gotten closer! I can't wait 4 next year as she has decided to stay in PMB and not go to the UK!

So to my bestest punk...thanks 4 being the awesome chick and friend that u r! love u lots xxx

Hillsong Concert...

WOW! What an amazing evening! I have never seen so many Christains united to worship God as I saw last night at the Jesus Dome in DBN.

What an incredible experinece...I was so moved and touched by the songs and praises and it definatley felt like God was there with us jumping, dancing and singing our lungs out!And i'm sure he had a smile from ear to ear,as we gave our souls and hearts 2 him!

Thanks to Hillsong for touring SA, for uniting us and for allowing us to come freely and give3 glory to our Saviour!

I pray that we can take that fire thats burining in us now and live it out,so that people across the world may know that we are children of God and that they to may find Jesus Christ!

Leave Out All The Rest...

Linkin Park aren't one of my favourite bands...well til I heard this song. The words are so powerful and I just love it, so I thought I'd share it with you...

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me I want you to know...

[Chorus]
When my time comes forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid, I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made, I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through, I've never been perfect
Nut neither have you
So if your asking me I want you to know...

[Chorus]

Forgetting all the hurt inside you learnt to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save my from myself
I can't be who you are

Hope when you read these words or even listen to them, that you can reflect on your own life...live each day to the ful with no regrets cause you never know when its your last...

Tribute to Samke Khumalo...

Although I didn't know you that well, you were always so polite and friendly when I saw you. My brother always spoke of you...what a great friend you were, a brother.

It's tradegic that you had to leave us, just as you were begging a new chapter in your life's journey, but you fulfilled your plan on earth and now God calls you to be with Him, in Heaven.

As headboy of St Charles College, you led by example with honour and pride. You made history being the 1st African headboy...it was no coincidence that you were chosen to lead the school. That was Gods plan for you, and you obeyed willingly and gave your all.

Now that you're physical being no longer dwells with us, you spirit will always remain in those people's lives you touched...and there were many.

Samke, I will remember you as a brother 2 my own brother, you 2 helped each other overcome so many obstacles and found joy in each others company and shared so many happy and funny moments.

So thank you for being the legend you were and will always be. May you find eternal happiness and bring comfort to those who are in mourning of your passing.

Thank you God for this mans life, although short, he did what was required of him and did us all proud. Please bless his families and give us all strength to comprehend and understand and may we see the everyday blessing in our lives even when we think that amidst the storm there cannot possibly be any light.

And all God's people said....Amen